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.Saturday, May 16, 2009 ' Y

Why Do You Abandon Me ?

im soo boreeed .

Nothing to be done today ..

Nobody at home except for Daddy , Maid and younger sis .

Walaoooooooo .

Palnned to meet fahmi today , but he lazy bum !

hahaa , bla bla ..

Nothing much happen .

Went simpang bedok with family yesterday for dinner ..

I ate till my stomach was BlOoooOOOoaaTeeeddd ..

Today was supposed to be a fun one .

Since im already 7th months single ..

And im happy that i could be as long as this stage without a guy .

Perhaps , i dont need a boyfriend ..

I just need a date that can be the one who entertain my craps and jokes ..

And never fail to make me smile .

Thats all i need to feel all complete ..

Somehow , all this while , ive been feeling complete with my life ..

But , maybe my mistakes makes it is ..

hmm , nevermind ..

Ive gone through it , im happy ..

I know i cant have it anymore , its okay ..

Sometimes , i want to have it once more ..

But , hmm , yes .

As time flies , it had drift me far away .

Way far from him or maybe usual time spent ..

I kept talking about past-times today or perhaps , everyday ..

While my maid will always be the one who would always be listening to it , repeatedly ..

I dont know ..

But , at times , i do hate you ..

im scared to say i hate you , because you would leave me ..

I tried to retrain myself to say or even think about "i love him and he's the only one that i could be happy with"

CRAP .

yeah , i know .

Its a matter of time ..

To you ..

"I know youve gone far away ..

And youve drift everything far far away ..

Youve lead your life like you never used to know me ..

I kept escaping from the fact that things had really changed ..

You , Me and Memories ..

Just left footprints ..

Ive always wish that you'll text me , call me or even ask me out like you ever did ..

I knew i kept on repeating every single thins we've gone through ..

Ive never got bored ..

I always hoped that i could spent time with you again .

Maybe , as time goes by ..

Ive put on high hopes that it seems too hard to pull through ..

Im sorry to break your trust ..

Im sorry for everything ..

I just want you to know ..

That , you are the one ..

That got me infatuated ..

Thanks for memories ..

When times get tough and happiness came ..

I wish to have you ..

Coz' youre my special date that ive ever dated :D

I miss someone who could ever care about me like you ever did ..

I'd rather live in the past than having this fucked up reality ..

How i wish i could turn back time ..

How i wish things are fine ..

And im still there with you ..

Sharing parts of life ..

Im tired of saying thiss ..

When nothing do actually happen ..

But , lemme just say this for once more ..

"I miss you<3"

Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World ;
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