Alright,

friday and saturday was really not my day .

i gotta admit that, though it makes me kinda pissed off

thinking of what happened,

one thing i realised ,

things now had been pushing me to a limit

that got me trap with anger.

just little minor things and i will be hellot angry about it.

Im not in good terms with Mummy these past few days.

Sometimes,

i wonder whether she ever care about me,

i wished Mummy to be someone whom i could shed tears to.

Or at least wanting to know about my life.

i felt all screwed up with family,

i just realised that even my family dont even know me

inside out.

and thats why , it clearly makes me think that

nobody actually understand me.

but , im grateful to have friends circling me.

i guess , it would be enough.

Ive been studying thses past few days,

i mean , i really study kay,

im surprised myself that i can actually get myself to it.

I really want a Secret Recipe Treat from someone if

i were to make it to 4e,

:)

Furthermore,ive not been eating the whole day

on Saturday.

Sad to see , that nobody in the house do care.

hmm , i locked myself in my room the whole day of friday

doing my own stuffs.

i dint sleep the whole day of today .

Planned to meet Faisal at 2am at my void deck.

But he dint turned up,

causing me to wait for him the whole night.

pffft!~

but i tried to be more understanding ,

and let myself chill by taking a jog at 4.45am.

as usual, i will jog from my house to Pasir Ris.

and back again.

its been a long time since i did that.

surprisingly ,

i dint felt any tired.

i just want more:)

hehe,

headed back home ,

its already 6.15am.

i cool myself down ,

and the moment i let my body fall on Brother's bed,

i fell asleep,

hahaaaa ,

cant take it anymore.

bla bla bla ,

im getting a smiley piercing soon :)

Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World ;
♥ Missin YOU @ 8:55 PM

damn!

argh,

vrooommm,

cotton on.

you made my day~

gym session .

surprise.

whhhhyyyyy?

study.

ulalalaaaaa !