Why Do You Abandon Me ?
Im tired of being me.
Im tired of getting accused over things i never do.
Im tired of being controlled.
I want my own life.
I want to be a free bird.
There's nothing special being a teenage girl like me.
Friends,
they are all enjoying holidays right now.
computer games 24/7,
nobody do give a damn care.
coz' after all those stress times,
its time to relax.
I dont have time for that.
I would rather you guys call me a Home Girly.
my parents are way so different than others.
and i dont understand why they have to keep me sitted in
the house even after i completed my exams.
Throw me with accusations and the next thing i'll do is
thought of it and just do it,
isnt that stupid?
I always dreamed for love in my family .
But all i faced ,
was vice versa.
There's no trust between me and anyone in the house.
This really hurts me.
I hate it when sister came my house and had the
perception that i had done a mistake pastime,
and now, im timid.
I hate it when Mum listens to her without even seeing
the prove.
You threw and hit me with accusations,
and all you want was for me to just shut close everything.
Yes,
i do close my eyes, deafened my ears,
imagining i wasnt there.
I felt like running miles away,
away from this house,
away from all the beasts in the house.
I hate living in this kind of world.
Coz,
all i need was love and trust.
That all , Mum.
:'(
Sincerely,
Dora San'
♥ Missin YOU @ 3:02 PM
