Why Do You Abandon Me ?
went out to meet my lost long friend, Fahmi.
we slacked at prp.
i smoked like a depressed girl.
fahmi even said that my face looked pale.
then,
i told him what happened .
i dint realised that my tears were rolling my cheeks,
i cant help those tears everytime i talked about it.
he advised me and i told him i wanna go home.
it rained along the way.
i was drenched.
i felt dizzy and weak.
i just realised i havent ate for 2 days.
urrgghhh,,
i felt so stressed up.
i walked home alone,
i felt like fainting,
i wanted to call my maid to fetch me,
but it was already near.
so i walked slowly.
i reached home and went straight to bed.
i dont know why.
i kept on crying.
im not strong to face the fact.
and it kills me deep down looking at his tagged.
he's happy now.
='(
mum went in my room,
she scolded me because i havent yet eaten.
i dint have the energy to even open my eyes.
so, i just nodded at her.
i woke up in the morning.
and stared at the ceilings.
i dont know whats happening to me.
i miss someone who'll call me when he just woke up.
talks to me and later play games with me at msn.
that's how my day will be enlighten.
i miss those times.
i miss that chubby boy so much ,
='(
this feeling is just killing me,
alootttttt,
its just time for me to go,
='(
♥ Missin YOU @ 9:50 PM
