Why Do You Abandon Me ?
i kept refraining myself from blogging about you.but i just can't help those thoughts that ive kept.
yknow,
i miss those times with you.
even though you're the biggest regrets of my life.
1year.
maybe to you,
its not a big deal or perhaps, nothing.
i admit,
you turned me into a big girl now.
how we fight,
because of each other's jealousy made me see clearly how much you cared.
till now,
i cant define what heart you got.
and i kept wondering why you let everything to an end like this.
im sorry if im acting ridiculously,
by hacking ya msn.
i dint meant to.
but you made me tempted to do so.
i know i shouldnt be talking bout' all these craps.
but i really do miss those times.
those days and months that i spent with ya.
how we met and those stuffs.
all i want you to know,
even those harsh words we exchanged to each other,
i still feel you're there in the very bottom of my heart.
maybe this sounds stupid.
but yeah, it does.
maybe people might say that im the unluckiest girl to fall for you.
but, ive always proved it , NO.
one night,
i wished for you badly.
i need you,
your hugs, your kisses.
till i realised,
im just surrounded by ya embrace.
memories are everywhere.
even the route i took to school.
i swear,
im trying to kick you off my mind.
till now, i swear, im trying real hard.
im trying to really delete all ya text msges and pictures.
maybe by time.
i hope youre fine now.
=)
♥ Missin YOU @ 2:21 AM
