Why Do You Abandon Me ?
sorry for not updating.
my computer crashed but i'll try to update often.
no promises.
and i cant explain how much i miss blogger :(
oh ya,
i want to share my personal experience today to you readers.
since i find it inspirational,
im gonna share it.
as you guys know,
ive been busy with studies especially art.
i cant deny the fact that its a time-consuming subject.
recently,
mdm faz gave us an assignment.
and that is to complete at least two boards to her.
and there are variety of things we can choose to do.
so i started off with the big board.
i gotta admit,
i dint do it whole- heartedly.
i was indeed, lazy.
so i decided to just paint with whatever that's there.
without even appreciating the beauty of art.
ahahahahah,
but suddenly,
i came to feel unsatisfied with my work and decided to re-do everything,
and with the technic that i'll be using,
i know im gonna be left away behind by all my classmates that are half done with their artpiece.
however,
i couldnt care less and continued with my plan.
after transferring my picture which is a snake head,
with devotion,
i stayed up till late night and went everywhere with my artpiece,
because i know i couldnt afford to waste more time.
i swear,
it was time consuming, tiring and a painful journey for me to elaborate more.
but i know,
and i believe that i can make it to the finishing line,
even though,
i felt that my artwork is not quite appealing.
but at least,
i knew that i did it whole heartedly,
and im proud to say,
that im satisfied with my work.
and during last last saturday's art exibhit,
mdm faz put up my artwork and im really really happy to know that someone's interested with my artwork.
she's willing to pay and that was really an honour for me.
i felt the contented and so glad that i couldnt believe whats happening to me.
but,
i thank god for what happened.
im not boasting but i guess,
this really taught me a lesson,
that no matter how much you think it isnt great and attractive like other can do,
believe in yourself.
because trust me,
with every determination and perseverance,
there'll be a way for you to succeed :)
and always remember,
not to give up even though you gotta go through the hurdles,
always know that,
whatever good things you do,
there will always be something better in return :)
♥ Missin YOU @ 12:55 AM
