Why Do You Abandon Me ?
my head feels so heavy and my body felt restless .. dint came to school today . cant get up of bed . dad came up to me , and asked why .. and he said i was having a fever .. going to clinic later ... i hate it most .. as i hate medicines ! but , i'll need to come to school later for my registration of ic .. indeed , im not coming to ncc with this sickening feeling .. social studies test is today and i dint come .. hahaha . lucky to have the weekeneds to study again .. talked to my maid about our life's the whole night .. slept at 2am last night .. my mum keep nagging saying ive not been coming school a number of time .. (daa sakit nak buat apa?) haiyoo .. hahaa .. lately , ive been always sick and felt restless .. dint had the energy at all .. gotta have more time resting .. and another 3 more weeks .. my common test is coming and its killing me .. i have to study every single day , read notes and storybooks every night .. haizz .. tired tired .. but , im sure enough with all the effort i can make it .. insya allah ..
and , tomorrow's Valentine's Day .. had to work at 10-2pm tomorrow .. after that , not sure where to go as i had no plans .. lied to dad saying i had to go to Gombak Stadium to run for a 800m competition .. hahaha .. thats the only way so i could go out on Valentine's while he dint suspects anything .. i feel like wanna get drunk again .. its been a long time since i last did .. last year with Ferra .. hahah .. was fun .. had my ic photo taken and most of my friends said i look sweet .. hahah :D (best nyerrr kene puji ) and they even say with make up's i look like 18 .. hahah .. had been smoking alott these days .. gotta cut it down if not , i'll never gonna run on track anymore .. that was one of the advice bestfriend told me .. well , i'll try .. i cant resist it when it comes to situation like this .. thats the only candy that makes me lose every stress im facing ..
gotta go to have some rest now .. will update later ..
♥ Missin YOU @ 4:06 PM
