Why Do You Abandon Me ?
Babe , im sorry .. coz because of all my stupid mistakes , i destroy our friendship that really meant alot to me .
escape theme park .
Hort Park .
esplanade .
11pm .
Mistakes ; made me realised something . Woke me up from my blind fantasy .. To the real fact . the reality .. somehow , the things that ive neglected and disobeyed . I believe , karma ; its always there . i felt the guilty that ive never felt before . after being caught red handed , it came across my mind all the regrets that's supposed to be too late for me to thought about . promises after promises . cries and drama's is all i put on . hypocrytes , the word that suits me . i know , im getting to my worse . lies after lies and all ive been doing is living in a lie with all the havoc and wild things ive done . i dint know why i did all this . why i became like this . doing all the sins , i dint even thought of being guilty .. parents woke up early in the morning , to get me new clothes , new stationeries . but , all i would return them was with my stupid mistakes . all that could bring down their name . This morning , Mum just got an accident . dad talked to me all about sacrifices and all i could do was looked in his eyes and stood rooted to the ground . i wouldnt know what im doing , but im pretty sure that im gonna change for the better .. And , its not just saying , but i promise to prove that this time , i really gonna change to be a decent girl . I just wanna say sorry to those who ive dissapoint . im truly sorry .. And sister , being slapped and whipped by you , is a hurtful experience to go through . However , ive got to thank you , because you've made me realised im at the border of getting to the worse .. and i would rather got whipped by you , than to get whacked by Dad ..
And to Ferra , im sorry .. You've got nothing to all my wrong doings . After all , you're the bestest bestfriend i could ever wish for . You were always there for me .. Listening to my woes and be there to lend me your shoulder for me to cry on . people makes mistakes , so do us , right ? Dont worry , Babe . Because , after what happened it will never change the friendship we've built together . Rumours cant stop me being friends with you . Though , how bad you was , the past was past . Now , time changes everything .. I know what ive done , reflects on you . I promise you that i'll change .. Babe , im really sorry ..
All i need now , is one last chance .... Mommy , I Love You So Much :D
♥ Missin YOU @ 8:14 PM
