Why Do You Abandon Me ?
alright , i started my mum calling lots of time but i dint pick up ..im hate her soo much as she is freakin' bias . i cried alone yesterday at my balcony from 11 to 1 in the morning . i was so sad and felt she's being too favouritism . i cant stand her . just because of a small misunderstanding . haiyo .. get off the house early then thought of asking my maid to buy me my ciggas .. thenn , smoked for awhile . otw to meet Lyna . got a freakin' bad stomach ache . and went to Lyna's house . thenn , waited for the bus for quite long and was late for school just now . WOW ! 5 times already hor !! thenn , took my malay paper ... hmm , quite easy but Ms Nissa used bombastic words that i rarely understand . but , managed to finished the paper on time . though ,i got the time to take a nap . hahaha . sempat ! as usual , hyperactive in class . did our target setting and if i were to achieve all my target grades , hmm , i can go to poly with 17 points horr ! hehehe .. at 1.35pm , took our chemistry paper . and hell ya ! its sooooooooooooooooo , tough . hahhaa . i dint understand some questions but did the paper by my last 40 minutes . haha . took 20 min to stare at the paper and sleep .. haha . thenn , did most of the questions anyhow . hehe . went to physics remedial and me , Lyna , Afiah and Aisyah laughed our ass off while cracking jokes . hahaha . a girl with rashes on her hand and stuff . hahaha . Lyna also made me remeber one formula , Real / Fake . hahhaha . it was supposed to be Real/apparent or something sey . hahaha . wth lyna !!!! you made me laugh when i was alone still . hahaha .. headed off to detention room . came at 4 and went home at 4.30 . wow ! hehehe . that was super fast . ive never went to a detention for that short period before . went home and guess what ? i made my mum cry for another time . its like already countless of times ive made her cry . and i couldnt know why . haish . she got to know im still smoking again . all by my stupid maid . she confessed to my mum and said sorry before that . the moment i stepped in my house . my mum asked me to take a shower and go to her room . there , she talked to me with emotional acts . i was astounded by her actions . but , im so so sorry . i cant control myself . i'd really hope she wont tell my dad about this and give me my very last chance . Mom , im sorry . but you should said that to me often . because youre just being too bias though you shield me through this black secrets .. im really sorry . i really do .. so thats about it .. tomorrow's history paper .. good Luck , Soleha :D
♥ Missin YOU @ 2:31 AM
