Why Do You Abandon Me ?
i always had came to this verge of feeling to tell you,how much i really abhor your lover.
its not that im telling you what you should do and what not.
as a friend,
its my responsibility to advice you.
its just that,
just so you know,
ive been bottling what i felt all this while.
eversince you knew him,
i felt that he's taking away our routines bit by bit.
i feel like he wants you 24/7.
i feel like your plans ahead are all for him.
him, him, and him.
oh you should know how much i want you to just leave him.
if he's a friendly and outgoing guy for you and your friends,
i dont mind. i really dont.
but you knoww,
i felt so outcast when im with you and him with his 'i dont want you to be here' face.
dont ask me why.
i only felt this only towards him.
i got nothing against any other of your guy friends.
but its just him.
If its me,
okaaay im wrong.
but if he treats you badly,
should i say, just leave him?
oh girl, you worth much much more.
he's nobody to get you under his egoistic attitude.
and i cant wait to hear you say,
"im leaving him"
seriously, i cant wait.
i want us to be happy all the way like how we usually are.
no more stress feeling about any guys.
we and our single life.
i want that.
not this :(
and im not telling this off ya face,
coz you are my bestfriend.
and i dont want you to feel that i want ya 24/7.
no, its not that.
but if you have read this.
im so grateful.
♥ Missin YOU @ 10:59 PM
