Why Do You Abandon Me ?
i cant deny that im happy this way.But i gotta admit,
part of me still pretends to be strong and cool when im totally not.
Every night,
i would listen to songs that reminds me of you,
and look at pictures we took at beautiful places.
i really can see happiness and love youve brought to my smile.
i know we both have gone far leaving footprints to our past.
But no matter how much i tried to escape from the fact im missing you,
i cant, i really cant.
i cant find a guy like you.
talking about khai, elfiee, eiin or whoever,
they simply cant make me feel the same.
like i did for you.
coz all i will do,
is see me goin back to you, muhammad azhar.
even though those guys chasing after me,
never fails to shower me with love and care that sometimes you cant give,
you always exist for me to compare to them.
if i would ever trade you for something worth a lifetime,
i will never sugar coz you're the fucking best.
best i ever had ;')
i still remember how we fight and fuss,
how we laugh and joke.
whats forever fresh in my mind is the promise you made.
the day you hugged me so tight saying you wont leave me.
that you will bring down all those babes outside for me.
i still remember.
how we talked on the phone every single night.
because i just cant sleep without hearing your voice.
but you broke your promise.
and that one year i had with you.
just vanishes like it never happened.
i dont know how long im gonna pour my feelings to blogger.
i wont be telling my close ones the same thing again.
coz all im gonna hear is just the same old thing.
they dont understand how strong my love is for you.
they will never.
with you,
i found the reason to smile and with you,
i felt the happiness i wish and sufferings i dont.
you're my true love coz i will never love a man like i did for you.
i really miss you muhammad azhar.
i really really do :'(
♥ Missin YOU @ 9:15 PM
