Why Do You Abandon Me ?
i know i shouldnt be doing this,but sayang,
you got me in your control somehow and im stucked now,
i got nowhere to go.
coz everything im looking for is, you.
you got me sugar rush everytime and youre basically the reason why i kept on laughing and smiling all by myself.
and i dont wish to let that best ever feeling go.
youve got everything that i dont want from a guy,
but i found something in you that made me blind.
but sayang,
somehow now,
ive found the reason,
the reason for me to leave.
i know im uncalled in your life.
and remember when i said,
"im afraid of one thing, and that is you would get bored texting me"
and i really do.
im really scared that you would do it one day,
and i believe, you will.
despite those promises you gave me.
maybe its me.
its me who should stop and leave.
but dont worry sugarlove,
i will and i'll try to slowly adapt with my new environment soon.
its gonna be hard you know,
not having to see your name,
appearing in my phone and my caller ID.
coz every night,
all im looking forward for is my sweet goodnight messages and your cute voice that melted me for the first time.
ive prepared a message for you yesterday.
i was about to send it.
but i guess,
yesterday wasnt the right day to.
that message, you'll understand how you really meant to me.
youre in my head, and im seeing you all over me, sayang :'(
but i know this is wrong.
im sorry and i sayang you so so much :'(
♥ Missin YOU @ 3:01 AM
