Why Do You Abandon Me ?
So my everyday seems so boring now.. nothing that excites me and turn up my mood . Neither school nor friends . it just feels the same . i want to spent time chilling with bestfriend like i always do . went to town , slack and crack jokes together . ive been so unlucky nowadays . hahaha .. went through all my common test papers . ive obtained crappy results . there's good and indeed bad news . ive atained 43/60 , getting the highest position for my Malay paper . And here comes the bad news , i failed my chemistry , physics , maths , and social studies and history . isnt it , a WOW ? hahaha . i couldnt know why i fell so badly in my studies when ive spent my time studying . my effort doesnt pay it at all . how sad . but , i know im gonna take my studies much more serious next time . im not gonna show my Dad this crappy results . hehee .. so , been a good girl this past few days . but , being decent really kills me . i miss playing on with my barbell . My SUPPERMANNN barbell . haizz .. i miss bitting on it . i miss every second of it . even though its kinda troublesome . but , nah , its okay . i can do it anytime i like . just gotta endure for awhile . after "O" levels , the freedom is mine . my dad even fetch me from school yesterday . companied by my mum . walaooo , both fetching me from school . its like the first time they did that . dint meet haikhal and the others .. Sorry Haikhal . Last minute cancellation . hehehe. after having my lunch , i slept and woke up the next morning which is today . 15 hours of rest . i feel so fresh .. and when im hyper , the first victim is my maid . hahaha . i started on with my " SAAPPPPP BIRDBIRDDDD" , when i woke up . hehehe . my mum cant stop nagging on me . asking me to hurry when its only 6.35am . haiyoo . thenn , went out of house at 6.42am . at school , did something . Came in Ferra's class and she offered me her drink . i was like why ? it was all of a sudden .. thenn , drank it .. and it tastes awful .. and got to know it was liquor . her friend bought it . and , so drank it in class too . "scotts blended whiskey" . hahaha ! feels a lil giddy after that .. thenn , went home . cant attend track as my dad barred me from it . I miss running . and i prefer running than marching ! but , ive got no choice . so headed home . And , gotta congratulate ferra for winning ninz from sparring . you did something great , babe ! hahaha . support you all the way . amcm besok spa lagi? habis kan jek !!! hehehe . Haziq did well too .. hehehe . Well done , friends .
And , last two days , talked on the phone with Haikhal . At about 2am , i think . something happened and i felt something indifferent . was talking and i heard someone echoeing and later , she's laughing . all of a sudden , i felt scared . so there's a third party in our conversation . it was my first time going through this unpleasant moment . really felt uncomfortable afterwards . so thats about it .. take care readers ..
PS : Feel like i wanna hug you and feel all secure ..
♥ Missin YOU @ 1:25 AM
