Why Do You Abandon Me ?
I dont know whats going on with me .
and whats up with this Dora San' ?
I got frustrated easily ..
With everyone around me , including my close ones ..
Getting angry over little things , just kills me .
Spoils my day and mood to even have fun with friends
while i can , now ..
not after i get my results and they come after
me asking me out.
stupid.
i feel like crying , crying and crying ..
i dont know why ..
What's lingering in my mind is to have someone
for me everytime i need a HIM.
fuck , im not desperate okay .
Somehow , i do felt jealous looking at perfect couples..
They're life are much more complete than looking
at a spoiled brat having incomplete life ..
Dont trust me when i say im happy as i will keep on
denying when you'll say that imma 'emo' girl ..
8 months , thats a wow , seriously ..
the times when guys chase after me and i keep on rejecting ,
play with feelings ..
i tend to realise that they had turned to nowhere ..
karma is what i believe in ..
Sometimes , i felt guys are so typical , and i hate them so much .
im flustered myself ..
i abhor this feeling ..
and i admit , i do need someone special at times when
things got cracky and
when times are worth spending with that someone ..
tomorrow is Ncc Gold Wing Course ..
fuck.
" I dont want to get broken-hearted anymore ,
no more this time .."
" I dont want to get broken-hearted anymore ,
no more this time .."
♥ Missin YOU @ 11:56 PM
