Why Do You Abandon Me ?
nothing much that happened today . wasnt feeling well . had flu at parade square . and it continues till in POA lesson . and my english results worsen it all . God , how could i continue on my journey in express stream when i failed badly this time . it shows clearly that im not capable on my studies . i'll try harder next time :( loiter in school with Tasha during POA . Got back my results and surprisingly , i did passed my POA test . Alhamdullillah :D Mr Ong is really a pathetic sickening moron . i couldnt stand him anymore . he even shouted at me in class when i was trying to understand the fucking thing he's teaching . Nabil wrote a complain letter and each of us , acknowledge it with our signatures . hahaha . stupid teacher ! hahaha . was laughing hilariously when syazwan said that he sounds like a dog when he shouted at us . hahaha ! that crack us all with laughter while that pathetic moron looked at us . hahaha . thenn , during Malay lesson , i wasnt feel that well , and read my book till i fell asleep . i was awaken by the bell and off , i went home with Lyna . i felt so shagged . with my results and my irritating flu . my head felt as though its spinning . Ferra asked me whether i wanna tag along with her to Tampines Mall . but , dint had the mood . i really felt down with my results . i couldnt accept the fact , even till now , that i failed my English . Ive never failed my english . especially , compo . I always got high marks for it . But , this time , my English results really astound me . and believe it or not , our class , 3e4 , only managed to get only one person passing for her physics . and welcome to express life ! the rest of 39 students failed and that includes me . just forget bout it . I sat and thought for awhile , i really wanna run . i dont wanna quit track . i really miss running though laziness bring me to a black list . i prefer running so much moreeeee !!!! haizz .. Goin work after school with elder sister tomorow . quiting my work tomorrow . i really had no choice . life is getting way much tougher now ..
Haiyooo ... I Miss you soo much , you know? Living without phone just kills me . And it even made me feel thats the cause why we rifted apart ..i realised , all we do was linger ..waiting for something aint coming true? my heart just beats fast when you showed up ..
this song just comforts me ..
♥ Missin YOU @ 12:35 AM
